christina's life

28th july 2005

2005-07-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

yoz.....2day very bad lor.......gt a teacher(don mention name)that teacher make me write 2000 lines..........is very wad lor......i buy ice lemon tea......finish the water......then refill the water......then finish the water throw the bottle in the bin.........then the teacher ask y then bin gt so many bottle........he ask hu drink the water......no 1 want to admit lor.........then i first to admit lor.........lata some ppl follow me and admit...........being honest is wad i learn in school during my charcter developement lesson........and do something wrong must admit.........some ppl not honest..........they don admit lor.........i write until abt 700+ lines liao then my dad ask me don write liao.......he say he want to complain.........haha.......no need to write liao........everyone very unhappy lor.........becos of the drink then kana 2000lines........if 500 lines i will write finish then go home but is 2000 lines lei........and not 200 lines lor.......is realli alot lor........then i no need study izzit.........2000lines i from 1.40 write the lines until 3.30 is still onli 300lines how am i going to finish lor.........stop writing le........then use com 4 ahile then study liao........going to study liao.......buaiz buaiz

22th july 2005

2005-07-22T19:38:00.000+08:00

2day......school carnivial...........also no time to go and explore........haiz.........then 2day i also gt test at sick bay.........hai........less then 30 ppl go to band.........then ms ten teach me and si pei to play some notes lor........then teach me and limay theory...........haha..........no need qiwei to teach liao....haha.......jkjk.........miss you badly lei qiwei......miss you alot alot alot alotlei mr chua.........come back more often see me.........stop here le la.....lata gt time then update lor......buaiz buaiz

20th july 2005

2005-07-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

2day happy lei......gt ppl treat to pizza hut........good rite........he korr ben sho good.......treat 3 of us lei........he treat me,pei wen and jia jing lor.......then today the band gt a little sian lor.......do the drilling.......then 2day somemore sick then need to stand under the Sun........sian lor........two more days and mr chua go liao.........sad sad sad..........haha......he promise me he will come back c me la...........cannot everytime c him le.........he say he nxt year coming back but donno is it true a not..........reali hope that it is true.........i very bad 2day slp during maths lesson........hai.....to tired lor.......slp for 15 mins then heard mr tay scolding donno hu then i wake up..........haha..............i don like/admire/love any1 cos after a very long time of thinking i think tt the 2nd most inmportant is still my studies..........2day after i heard wad mrs lee say.......then i make up my mind........i come to school is for wad........is to study..........i reali need time to forget him liao........study and band is very important to me...........quite late liao stop here liao............buaiz buaiz

19th july 2005

2005-07-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

Very drepress.......very unhappy........very stress........result no good.......donno how to gt good result..........depress cos a lot lot of sad sad things happen........friends la..........dunno how to say.......hai........now fever liao le.........bad mood plus now i sick.......hai......today walk under rain then go kovan blow aircon.........tml mayb not going to school but will sure go band de la.........tml gt home econ......then now thinking want to do go school a not...........2day go take neoprint lor.....sian lor........just finish toking to my teacher onli haha..........2day mr chua come to my class then toka abt ghost story.......haha.......some say liao i now scared scared...............don dare slp liao............scare gt nightmare haha............shld i or shld i not go to school tml.......i now sick lei........if go i will not miss lessons........then i don go i will miss lessons.......then when go back to school don understand wad teacher say liao..........so shld i or not........donno wan mah.......haiz.............stop here liao........buaiz buaiz

16th july 2005

2005-07-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

yOz......speech day ended today for this year............today is quite a sucess to me la...........haha...........today after speech day nv see ms ten liao....heard that ms ten went for a conference.......nvm la.........then we all go celebrate then we all call levon come down cp......then ask him go 2nd floor there then he go KFC........he good lor.......then we all saw qi wei sebas then lata kok tong come down.......then levon eat hao liao....kok tong and levon go liao.........ask levon her to pei us walk walk but he go pei his friend.......then lata we go pei wen hse there wait for her to change and then go my hse.......when they reach my hse i forget to bring keys.....then no1 at home then we call levon tok tok on the phone haha........then lata we we all go playground and play....we all still young......still childish.....haha....then when my grangma reach home then can enter the hse.......we watch tv......then we nth to watch liao then we cal levon then tok tok on the phone......then tok tok tok then lata watch tv then peiwen go home at 8.40 like then she go home....stop here liao........buaiz buaiz

15th July 2005

2005-07-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

YoZ......so long no update liao lei.......haha...........tml is speech day.........patrick thats me.......haha.........2day mood-swing also donno y lor........just out of sudden become like tt..........2day after band.......go play rain....walk under the rain so good.........then go bus stop wait for bus go cp then clothes wet wet then go air con place blow aircon.......haha................now sick liao.....gt slight fever.....hai........stop here liao buaiz buaiz

7th july 2005

2005-07-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

yoz.....2day i not so good mood........feeling the darkness is like coming back to me.......i feel like i want to die dun ever want to say a life.....anyway i a child that no1 likes.......liking him my mistake......forget him.......is a even big mistake.......i am crying when i typing here.....ialso dunno y ........i hate the life i hav now......i gt mother and no mother makes no diff to me.........i tink tt my mother hav giv this family up the day she leave this hse.......i hate her......i don want to hate her......you i hate my mother i will be happy........when u really lost ur mother then you will noe tt got a mother is good...........i want my mother to come back.......but will she come back i don think so..........stop here liao.......buaiz buaiz

30th july 2005

2005-06-30T17:51:00.000+08:00

YoZ.......2day i gt school........so fun lei 2day........play the rocket........wa.....also can design ur own rocket......i play the first time.........then lata modified it........then lata launch again.........then lata my friend can launch liao but she dun dare launch........so i help her......wa play 3 times........then lata i launch with my hse colour the friends........then my is 3rd de but then gt 1 fly out not counted......then i gt 2nd.......that was really very fun.......2day i beat many ppl cos they all keep calling me patrick......and i hate it lor......haha..........stop here liao now not free.....hehe...need to revise lata gt time then update more......i also need to slp early tml need to go for band and maths trail......haha.......buaiz buaiz

28th,June 2005

2005-06-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Yoz...so long no update le......i now kinda busy........read the scores......practice the fingering........then need to do homework.......hai.....i am now kinda like stress up by my homeworks.........hai......really dunno wad to do........yesterday first day of school........even though is like no homewrok.......but gt holiday homework to do.......hai.......the maths......make me do until like mad........teacher didn't teach us still want us to do.........i do for 2hrs......then slp liao.......yesterday was reali tired........after band i go home i bathe liao take a short nap until 7 then watch tv until 8 then do maths until 10 then slp liao.........haha.......for today me go school.......wa lau the english and music teacher scold ur **** lor i very angry lor.......but then my class make the teacher cry twice.......she also wad lor.......dun like her.......attuide is very wad lor..........hate that teacher dunno how to bare with it for 6 mths..........then after assembly need to go back class but i need to go band lor........then i very angry lor.......that teacher go tell my form teacher.....then also treaten us say want to tell the sec1 dm......she very wad lor.......make me haf no time for lunch............make me gt no time to go home take my file.........hate hate hate her...........dun like this teacher.......so good i tml not going to school.........cos tml school gt nth special the........hahaha.........2day de band very fun lor.........learn the action.........even though is quite hard la......cos i no strength so for me is quite hard........but reali fun......some jokes.......haha.........the action some very funny some is quite funny.....haha.....i may not be able to update everytime cos i need to study.......i want to gt good result for my exams........so need to study and work hard......i have been slacking for the pass 6 mths........no more slack........need to pay attention to lessons.......lata fail then no good le lor.........stop here le.....buaiz buaiz........take care

26th,june 2005

2005-06-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

yoz.....2day go see car......so nice got so many types of car.........stunt drivers also there.........so cool.........go there so many ppl lei.......other then tt got nth to say liao.........2day passes so quickly.........tml going back to school......so happy lei........tml also gt band.......looking forward for tml.........muhahahaha.........stop here liao......buaiz buaiz.....

24th June 2005

2005-06-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

YoZ.....update my blog liao......wa 2day so fun lei........so watch movie.........want to watch initial D.........dun haf........walk around orchard to find tt movie cannot find......hai.......lata saw 2 of my school band members......haha......they all with friends.......haha.......nth to watch then we all go back to ps.........when we going to buy movie ticket........yingxun saw ah sheng........she run away then i look around then saw him.........then my face turn red........i also dunno y lei.......when we go buy tickets liao.........we watch alot of like love.......quite R(A) lei......then finish watching liao......wanted to eat something........we dunno wad to eat.........we at de end go and eating KFC.......saw ah sheng......and his cousins and his bro.....haha then my face also red red .......haha......want to slp liao......buaiz buaiz....hehe

23th June 2005

2005-06-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

Yoz......so long no update le........haha.......yesterday they ask me go buy duck rice......de duck rice not nice de rice also not nice de.........very sorry abt it.........i buy de chicken rice is not nice de.........2day de band so fun lei........when at abt 5 like tt........tt time is de part liao......Si pei tt time sit nxt to me lor......then she say if ms ten wear a yellow bikin(dunno how 2 spell hope is correct)in front of de whole band for speech day shi hou.......haha u tink wad will happen.........haha.......tt time i laugh until like siao like tt........Si pei wanted to cover my mouth..........cos she dun me to say out.........then not careful.......she like slap my mouth like tt........but nvm la........play play onli ma........after de day i come back from band camp i wasn't so happy intil 2day.......some unhappy thigs happened.........de fun and laughter will brought to me by Si Pei........Si Pei.....i want to tell u something........thank-you Si pei 4 bringing me so much of laughter since tt day......thank you very much.........i am very glad to have her as a friend.......in de past we may not be so friendly...........i reali treasure u as 1of my friend.......thank you........She is 1 of by quite gd friend in Band............haha.........stop her liao buaiz buaiz

20th june 2005

2005-06-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

yOz...just finish dinner haha..........wa 2day so tired........wake up at 10am.....i slp at abt 7 am lei......2day gt band practice........lucky dad gt come and pick me home or else......i gt to take bus with my instrument.......i noe i not so gd with it so i brought it home.......haha.........tml then practice........tml gt 1 whole day de time to practice......2day practice until my thumb de join there pain lei........wanna cry liao.........now somemore blue black.........pain pain........dun tok abt it liao..........erm.........2day nth much to say le la......stop here liao......buaiz buaiz

19th june 2005

2005-06-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

Yoz.......2day is fathers' day........muhaha.........2day giv my dad his present........i share with my bro.........i go shop for abt 5hrs for my dad's present.......haha.........i bought him a U2 de t-shirt and also a toy car........a subaru WRX(blue colour).........tooo bad cannot find black........if gt black better.......cos my dad drive a Subaru WRX black colour de...........then go c ppl catch fish and prawns.........i saw some1 catch de fish very big lei.......cool........wanted to catch but no time..........hai.........then i go home........i play games........play like siao........then lata........go buy thing with dad..........then lata go home.......hai.......when reach home dunno wad to do then.........slp..........then do some homework...........do a little bit then no mood liao.............sad sad de me.............still gt alot..........hai.........tml going to band pratice.......go lei........i love band practice........somemore i gt to say.........BAND SIMPLY ROX..............BAND IS MY LIFE..............stop here liao.......buaiz buaiz

12th june 2005

2005-06-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

YoZ........here to update again..........2dae damm tired lor........conference from 2a.m-7.am........at first i call da tou.........da tou very sleepy then nv disturb him liao then........i call yingxun........ask her wanna call ah sheng ma???...........she say ok...........then call him conference........we call ah sheng tok tok.............then ah black also gt tok tok.........we keep toking abt ah black de slippers.........haha.........so funny ............we also tok ah heh..........then lata xiao pang call in......... ask we all to call his hp........we tok cock 4 a while then call xiao pang de hp..............tok until abt 4 like tt ying Xun go slp liao............then lata at 4.30 ah sheng go slp liao........hai........all so early slp de........then tok 2 xiao pang until 5 then i hang up liao..........then i go slp liao.......ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz...........but i slp not even 30 mins........then ying xun ask me call xiao long de hp.........tt time i sian liao lor.........while toking to xiao long then.......xiao long use his hse fone call my hp ask to wake go toilet lor........i tell him dun tok cock la.........then he call again tt time dunno say wad la........then ask him dun play play liao la..........lata Ying Xun hang up liao........xiao long ask Ying xun to call in again lor........then tok until 6.30 xiao long ask me go play bball.........i say xiao long is SIAO de lor.......so early ask me go play bball.....somemore no strength to play ar........not enough slp.........then lata tok to ying xun until 7 then slp........i slp until 11 then i wake up liao.......i also dunno y..........when i comb my hair then i noe my eyes swollen lor........hai.......dun write liao.......buaiz buaiz

11th june 2005

2005-06-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

YoZ......me here update liao.......2dae i at hougang mall wait 4 yingxun saw david yeo with his friend.........wad a funny day men.........so hougang to disturb ppl........we first walk pass da tou(Zeng guang) hse then sit down tok tok........then we go ah sheng(Yong sheng) de hse go disturb him.......cos gt nothing better to do somemore we are at hougang..........we press door bell no 1 open de door.............Ying Xun........saw de slippers on de floor then she go wear some1 de slippers lor.......without noeing tt is ah black de slippers.......she go wear it........then lata.........she noe tt her slippers is over there........then she go wear back her slippers......and left ah black de slippers at the stairs there..........ah black saw her........Ying Xun still waves at ah black.........then b4 we go off.........yingxun return ah black de slippers........she wanted to throw it down de but nv.........then i still go press door bell then run away liao.....hehe.........we lata walk to hougang mall........to meet my friend.....then go Kovan liao........stop here liao......buaiz buaiz

june 09 2005

2005-06-09T16:26:00.000+08:00

YoZ......i tml going to start working liao.....haha.........when i come back from work then i tell u my work experience.feel free to look 4 me at bugis i will be around bugis........i am working from 11am-7pm........like tt i can like have some money to buy my own things haha.........too bad i can onli work 4 awhile.......nvm la at least i gt some money to spend......haha.......like tt i tml wont be able to online.....haha.......nth special happen 2day......hehe....stop here liao .....buaiz buaiz

05 june 2005

2005-06-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz.........here to update liao...hehe......camp was kinda fun......but tired also lor.......my legs so pain lei.......do the drilling and the frog jump.......but doing the drilling was a fun thing man.......Expects gt the most prizes lei........all bcos of teamwork......without team-spirt,we all wont win de la......thanz to my teammates too......without there them there also wont so much fun......David brought kaya and bread 4 our breakfirst but no 1 want to eat cos the kaya not nice de.....hehe......then i still joke with him abt the kaya....haha......c i so bad rite........kena injured 4 the first 2 days lei..........at nite run all over the school then fall down the knee kana the drain then blue black but i dun care........still run with my teammates.........when we need to go to the last block i so scare.........scared gt ..... there........at nite somemore lei......i cry a little lei.......find tt paper liao i first 1 to run out first lei......scared until like tt..........saw the blue team tell them where are there paper.......cos........my papa at that group i help my papa.....haha.........the second day i keep the stand the stand kana my hand pain pain pain.......gt bleed and also blue black lei.......some injury is ok de la........haha.........so much fun.......the last nite.........gt movie to watch lei.......watch half way i slp liao......hehe.......then at abt 3 like tt we go back room slp.........the person slp bside me keep "molesting" my leg.......then i dun care contiune to slp.........slp until abt 4+ almost kana kick down the table......luckly i stop in time or else i roll down the table liao.......haha........ 2day kana shock my ppl lei.......gt ppl say he like me........then i reject him.......cos i dun like him......i like som1 else........scare scare him liao....dun dare tok 2 him liao......stop here liao.......buaiz buaiz......hehe

Hey therer are some Band camp pics(will update if i gt more lols)

Sec1 and Sec 2 de BAnd members

Sec 1 and 2 with the committee members (Before the handover session).

The best pic among all.......the whole band with some teachers

28th,May 2005

2005-05-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

YoZ...holiday start liao le.....sian lei........nth 2 do........but 2day at least still ok......go out watch movie wif friend lei........go watch....'monster-in-law'......funny lei......a not bad show to watch la.....camp is also around the corner.......things haven pack yet......going to last min then pack........when my cam over liao then i post here how fun or how no fun my camp will b de.........hehe......now very angry......tok 2 some1 like not happy to tok 2 me like tt.....stop here liao la.....buaiz buaiz

26th,May 2005

2005-05-27T08:10:00.000+08:00

2dae is my sad sad de day......cos of somethings ma......dun feel saying here...but...want to noe come ask me lor.......sian lor.......lao shu ai da mi......de song nice lei........i 2dae cry in the toilet.......cos c a letter liao then veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri sad.........cry in the toilet 4 abt 40 mins like tt.........but i will wait 4 him de lor........wait until de day i cannot tahan then i will die in front of him de la.......i now can tahan la.......when cannot tahan will c me in the newspaper de la.......c when i die.....c how old i die........when i going to die then i will write here de lor......cut his name again......he brought me soo......much pain........but.......i now feeling like i am a bird in the cage........want to break free.......veri veri veri tired in the cage...........feeling like dying.........like tt can slp 4eva.......i now feel like want to change my attuide.........change to a veri veri veri veri veri bad and mean person...........become a gangster.............dun wish 2 become like tt.........i now hav nth...........lose him......lose many more things...........when i tye these things i am shedding tears........2dae let me cry a lot........hope i can die earlier.......since no 1 love me.............i am some1 hu no 1 love..........dun wish to say liao...........veri veri veri veri veri sad liao........stop here liao......buaiz buaiz

25th,May 2005

2005-05-26T12:42:00.000+08:00

2dae.....so happy finally can use com liao.......com spoilt then now can use.....hurry......happy cos camp coming and also my result......gt 7 postion over 158 ppl lei i c the report bk so happy..... but want to gt top 5 lei.....muz work hard.......gt top 5 gt mp3 lei so happy lei......camping liao......hoilday coming liao dunno wad 2 do sian lei......going out.....find hu.....play com....will sian de.....going swimming......alone.....more more more more sian like tt...dunno wad 2 do.....but last week of hoilday gt band....so gd lei....at least no so sian lor.......but the 2 week lei....study will sian de lor......hai......stop here liao....nxt time then write ba.......buaiz buaiz.....

18th may 2005

2005-05-19T08:33:00.000+08:00

2dae......is a happy dae......gt 2nd place in class wor....wad a pity....i can gt the first de lei ......a different of 0.1% lei.....happy lei.........band quite tired feel like slping.....haha......going to hav a camp on 31th may happy......is also a farewell to some.....hai.......camping with npcc,ncc and scouts lei.....so happy can c my korr.........hope there will be a lot of fun there......3daes and 2 nite lei.....so gd......camp still gt abt 2weeks more lei.....slowly wait ba me.....stop here liao buaiz buaiz

17th may 2005

2005-05-18T06:07:00.000+08:00

2dae.....tink tt i am veri useless.....let the scores fly way.....let scores get wet......useless me.....learn my instru also so slow.......wo hen mei you yong........lena slap by some1 2dae...pain pain.....but nvm i will not tok 2 tt person liao.....but i like tt izzit veri bad??......should i tok to this person.....i am rite i shouldn't haf tok 2 her.....regreated toking to her.......regreated noeing her......regreated not following my "papa".......any any any any any regreats.......but nv regreat joining band....band is my life 4eva will be.......he is my life and 4eva will,in the present or wadever......like him every much wor....stop here liao.....buaiz buaiz....mayb gt spelling error..hehe=)

16th may 2005

2005-05-17T10:14:00.000+08:00

2day is my happiest day of all lei......2dae gt the result......i can believe tt my science gt the first in class so happy......all my subject pass so happy lei......i can't slp 4 so many days thought tt i will fail my test scare lei.....when gt my result so hapy jump all around the hall.....my teacher say tt my result is the nest among the girs in my class......but not being pround of my result.....i tink tt my result is not soo good i need to work hard but sometimes dunno how 2 do hu can ask......dun dare ask some teachers......ask them i will scare scare de lei.......hu can i ask......hu can i relay on??? all is gonna be me myself.......sad abt 1 think......the tt think is tt my "papa" dun like some1 in band hai......dunno how 2 say la......reali hope tt my "papa" will dun like her be friend with her sad to this is thing but need to face it too...... dun dare tok 2 my "papa" scare scare lata he not gd mood then scold me....lame rite-_-lll......i think of tt too........but reali hope tt he dun hate her......will tt come true.......if u need her to change or wad tell me can "papa" dun keep to urself......tell me and i will help her to change....can u be friend with her....please please please please i begging u please "papa".........can??? tell me at msn or msg me or tag at the tag-board......hope i can gt the answer veri soon.......head pain pain dun write liao.......stop here liao la......buaiz buaiz....write here some other days ba hehe =) stay happy like me.......no more darkness and sadness liao.....hehe

15th may 2005

2005-05-16T08:14:00.000+08:00

Today my mood is not too happy and not too sad.....thats tis gd 4 me i so long didn't haf this type of mood......happy thing is that tml gt band......can't wait until tml......yesterday even thought tt is Sunday.....too hapy tt band had been resume......unhappy is still de same la.......dun wish to say again la........hear many sad songs 2dae make me cry 4 him.....cry 4 him again.......hai....reali dunno how.......but all i wish is tt i can 4eva be with him......but tt wish can come true....hai......exam over so gd the feeling of not studying is so good lei........but the feeling without him is onli sadness.....making me wanna cry........after crying out dun even make me feel better......but....more sad....hai.......listen sad song is so good the feeling.......reali gd......pratice my instru.....but.....dun gt the rite sound......hai.......stop here liao go back and pratice my instru liao......hehe...... buaiz buaiz

13th may 2005

2005-05-13T16:58:00.000+08:00

yeah......exam is over so happy.........but still gt sadness and darkness in me......hai.....exam some dunno how 2 do many how write answer......happy thing is onli tt exam is over noe need to study like siao but also muz study la......sadness is everytime with me until now hai........4 so long liao........1 of my sadness is......liking tt some1 will onli let me sad......sometimes even cry 4 him.......y i cry......i also dunno but the onli thing is tt if i c him i will be happy de........if can c him everydae i dun mind to do anything just to c him everyday......hai.....but i noe tt wish of mine can nv come true de........liking bring so much pain to me.....hai....dun say abt him liao......say him i now sad........the laughter in school is all fake all fake.......i just want to let ppl believe tt i am happy in school.......but i am not happy at all.......the cuts in my heart.......so painful.......nv like some1 until so sad and unhappy(this is the first person i like)......some of my friend noe hu i like.....trying to cheer me up.....but.....does not work.......the onli thing will make me a little a little a little happy is when i tok 2 him at MSN......stop here liao la......dun write liao.......if lata i feel like writing then i write lor........buaiz buaiz....

09th may 2005

2005-05-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

So long no update liao.......liking some1 is hard.......can i dun like him.......i like him bring me a lot of pain.......anti-love is better izzit........i reali dunno........listening to a song will let me cry.........like him......hai......stop liking him.....will bring me a lot of pain and hurt even more.........study is important......study is important so dun give up and do ur best in all ur examinations.......if u thing to late then.....it is nv too late to learn something new worx........dun give up.......jia you all my friend....jia you....dun give up hor........stop here liao buaiz buaiz

6th may 2005

2005-05-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

haha.....so happy to day no need study....yeah!!!!can give my brain take 3 days rest....... happy happy happy........but cannot b happy in school worx........hai........sleepy wor 2day.....also dunno y lei.........want to slp cannot slp........tok 2 some korr like going to slp liao...hai....-.-lll....stop here liao.......buaiz buaiz........happy

5th may 2005

2005-05-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

so long no write liao.......hai....dunno how 2 give my parents sign de paper......4 maths....will gt scolding de la....maths onli get 22/25......careless mistake of else can gt full makes.....they cane me dunno want to give them sign a not...hai......but at least still gt this korr...levon care 4 me......want to no him tell me i intro u to him.......he veri good de lei.......handsome some more lei.......caring.......thoughtful..........rmb want to noe him tell me.....haha(not reali happy but sad still).........this time the mid-year-exam will fail la study so hard still noe nth.........study until day time also noe nth..........feeling like giving up........but dun want la....stop here liao buaiz buaiz...haha

3rd may 2005

2005-05-03T15:35:00.000+08:00

2dae.....English exam....quite easy......and also too tired......i do half way slp liao...c how tired i am......study until 2a.m in the morning...then slp until 6a.m then 2day also need to study......lata go but shou ce dunno hu to find....hai......go alone sian.......ask some1 but hu????tml chinese liao......study study and more study is making going mad mad mad.......but if i dun study i will fail.......problems bothering me.......how can i study in peace?????question questions and more questions sick and tired of studying.......the stress in me make me want to DIE at the moment....want to stop all the stress but how.......stress stress stress the stress make me mad veri mad vei veri mad........."i am veri tired"......i want to slp and 4eva dun wake up......but reali is there some1 hu can lend me his or her shoulder to cry on a not?????looking 4 this type of ppl???is there sure ppl or not.......in reality is there sure ppl hu i can cry on or am i dreaming onli???????no 1 wan understand my darkness and sadness and now the pain in my heart........i reali hope i can die sooner....no 1 care......no love....a lot of stresss.....hai......wat is wrong with me......so many problems in me......wad should i do now...gtgt and study liao...........
buaiz buaiz

1st may 2005

2005-05-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

another sad day........sprain my ankle........cut my finger.......cut my knee........so unlucky 2dae.........exam going le.......scare scare fail my chinese and Geography.........i study like mad liao........but........still dunno......i very very stupid lei..........now need so 1 to help me with my Chinese and Geography.......but no time liao ma?????Chinese so many words dunno how to write......hai.........reali reali reali feel like dying now.......hai.........stop here liao........gtg le buaiz buaiz..

30th april 2005

2005-04-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

sad......sad.......sad.......hai.........liking some1 is my fault hating some1 also my fault.........wad should i do???hate or like......this person......y did i feel for him........wad should i do.....aiya stop here liao dun wish to say more sad things hai........buaiz buaiz

29th april 2005

2005-04-29T16:29:00.000+08:00

2dae ar not really that happy gt beaten up.........y did i gt beaten up again izzit because they beat me i did not complain to teacher so they beat me up of izzit for fun..........i really dunno.......feel like transfering class or school but the good memories in class and school make me wanna stay but the bad memories wanna leave hai......wad should i do??????The saddness in me and the darkness in me is now very deep......can i leave the things behind me and just think abt my shoolwork???????test is coming study study study all i am going to is study.........forget the pain the saddness and my darkness.........but is hard for me to forget them in a short time.......i need a lot of care from everyone.......can i get them??????i am stress now hai..........wad should i do now.........i like someone can i also forget him?????troubles troubles and more troubles.......hai........Does anyone care for me?????

27th april 2005

2005-04-27T18:40:00.000+08:00

i am here to update my blog again......hehe.......sad 2 dae dunno how 2 say la...hai.......quite angry with 1 of my god bro......but nvm la......if u wanna noe him tel me i can intro u to him.........he is a nice guy de wor........u can tell him ur prob de....he will help u de.......he also wont tell any1 de......c how good is he rite.......when u boring u tell him he can like go out with u haha.......good rite this korr.......my best korr......wor.....haha dun tok abt him liao.My darkness.....my fear....my sadness.........all coming back to me......y izzit me??????A happy all dae de me now my darkness..my fear..my sadness coming to me again..........hai...........my English test got sooo low dunno how to give my parents............my science test dunno how 2 do..hai....wad happen to me???????

22th April 2005

2005-04-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

So happy..........yeah!!!! i am in Band.i now playing the euphonium........sad to leave my netball but happy to be in band....haha.the song soul finger and soul man by Blue Brother is nice man.erm......now busy going to pratice my instrument liao............ buaiz buaiz....hehe